Still waiting for AF to begin. It seems like many many months (at least 6 years) of this waiting game. Hopes up, hopes down. Will this month be any different? I hope and pray, but there is still some doubt there. Sometimes it is hard. I know that God is in control and knows what he is doing. But some months I just want to give up all hope. But I do know that I serve a big God and he can do all things.